I broke up...plzzzzz help...?

hi...im 20 n i was in love wid a guy 2 yrs bak n we ended our relationship 6 months bak...he dumped me b'coz he was bored of me(well thts wat he said really.)..i was in a complete shock n didnt know wat 2 do..i strtd poppin up sleepin pills since i ***** get sleep evrynyt n i eventually ended up everything wenevr i thought of me..i spoke 2 him a couple of tyms later n evrytime i beg him 2 reconsider me..he always says sorry for doin dis but im really bored n i wan a new girl....its been 6 months n 'm still not able 2 recovr...1 month bak i got into touch wid anothr guy who knws abt my past relationship...he proposd me n he loves me more than my ex-boyfren...im in a dilemma whether 2 accept him or not..im afriad wat my frens wud think n im not quite sure ant dis..sud i give some more tym..i think im still not ready 4 another relationship...pllzzz help me out...